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Killing Me Softly: Morir Amando

a short fiction collection by
Francisco Ibáñez-Carrasco

cover image and design by Shane Luitjens/Torquere Creative
book design by Greg Wharton/Suspect Thoughts Press

gay fiction
softcover, 5X8
208 pages
$16.95
0-9746388-1-1
release: December 2004

With his first novel, Flesh Wounds and Purple Flowers, Chilean-Canadian author Francisco Ibáñez-Carrasco was heralded as a fearless writer-to-watch and short-listed for the Commonwealth Writers Prize. Now comes Killing Me Softly: Morir Amando--twelve tales that rip the veils between the moral and the mundane, the prim and the grim, and rough trade--especially rough trade--and the men and women who love them too much and to no good end.

Genre-blurring and gender-bending, these stories of love gone wrong cement Ibáñez-Carrasco's reputation as one of Canada's reigning bad boys of lit. Here is the Canada that lies in the shadow of the maple leaf: demented drag queens, mail order brides, illegal aliens from everywhere--even out-of-this-world shapeshifters, machos y maricones, gringos and grifters, homeless squeegee kids, sons stalking fathers, people living with AIDS, third-string academics, fallen hand models, the hideously burned and the easily forgotten.

Contents

Strictly Professional
Mr. Deluxe and the Mid-Life Crises of Others
Chameleon
Emilia's Dial-Up
Moody Beauty: Queer Incident on Westbound Red-Eye
Adam's Index
Atonement
Mountain Dew
Simon Says
Hockey Night in Canada
Spunk
Killing Me Softly

Read an earlier version of Chameleon at suspect thoughts.

Read an earlier version of Mountain Dew at Velvet Mafia.

Read an earlier version of Mr. Deluxe and the Mid-Life Crises of Others at Velvet Mafia.


Author Photo by Britt Permien

Francisco Ibáñez-Carrasco was born in Santiago de Chile in 1963 to an illiterate single mother who was a live-in maid. He grew up poor, the offspring of a military dictatorship, with an acquired taste for the bourgeoisie, boots, Catholicism, and queerness. In 1985, he disco-danced his happy-go-lucky feet to Vancouver, BC, where he promptly acquired his HIV, his Canadian citizenship (in 1991), his doctorate in Education from Simon Fraser University (in 1999), and an unending appetite for research, writing, and teaching. A sexual exile of sorts, he devotes many of his implausible tales to examining how desire geographically displaces individuals and infects lives. He lives, with his life partner John and ghosts of dead lovers and cats, in Vancouver where he leads a double life as a decent social scientist and an indecent author. He exercises a polite degree of AIDS activism as the Co-Chair of the Canadian Working Group on HIV and Rehabilitation.

Read an interview with Francisco Ibáñez-Carrasco by
Patrick Califia about Killing Me Softly: Morir Amando.


Read an interview with Francisco Ibáñez-Carrasco by
Michael Harris at Xtra West about Killing Me Softly: Morir Amando.


Read an interview with Francisco Ibáñez-Carrasco
about Flesh Wounds and Purple Flowers.


Visit the Francisco Ibáñez-Carrasco webpage.

"Ibáñez-Carrasco introduces us to a vision of the urban queer never glimpsed in advertisements for tight shirts and designer jeans. His is a four-thirty-in-the-morning, done-one-too-many-lines-of-crystal lens. The heroes in his stories can be HIV-positive, not white, and sometimes self-loathing. If you scraped the rainbow paint off your pride rings with a dirty thumbnail, you would find Francisco's world, skillfully rendered and beautifully imperfect."

—Ivan E. Coyote,
author of Close to Spider Man and One Man's Trash: Stories

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